Sunday, 5 July 2015

CONTRADICTIONS

Sometimes I try to keep everything simple,
But somewhere deep inside, I know it has become too complicated.

Sometimes I want to write a lot,
But I do not find words.

Sometimes I want to scream,
But I choke when I try.

Sometimes I feel chaos inside,
But I find it empty when I dive.

Sometimes I decide not to care about what others say,
But it is not so easy to implement.

Sometimes I want to be left alone,
But at the same time I need people around me for support.

Sometimes I want to be happy for no reason,
Because I run out of reasons to be happy.

Sometimes I think hope is overrated,
But then I realize it is the only thing I'm carrying.

Sometimes I get so high on emotions,
That I eventually become numb.

I completed one quarter of my life few days back,
And all I have learnt is, life is full of contradictions at every stage.
Thus, here, I rest my case.